Honestly, this is the worst day yet. I increased the dose of pills so I slept a little better last night, I think I even had dreams. Nevertheless, I still woke up once or twice during the night. I haven't really left my room for three days and I still can't eat much.And emotionaly...I just feel like shit (I believe such vocabulary can be excused under the given circumstances). All this is emotionally exhausting for my boyfriend as well. He is trying to stay positive, but I guess it's quite difficult when I tell him about how I wish I didn't even exist. Yay, me. -__-
svētdiena, 2014. gada 2. februāris
sestdiena, 2014. gada 1. februāris
The recent two weeks have passed in a hasty blur consisting of my last exams, doctor visits, sleepless nights and days that felt like a living hell. So, here I am. The first weeks of my depression/anxiety treatment. I cannot eat or sleep normally. On some days it feels as if I'm getting better. On others, well, I'd rather not go there.
This is the first ever photograph I've taken in ages. I used to enjoy doing that. By the way, these are some of my most recent purchases since I find shopping a good distraction from feeling like a walking corpse. After buying the book you can see below, I've been trying to broaden my knowledge in the field horror movie history. At least I have something to do when I wake up at five in the morning with no hope of falling asleep again. Oh, well.
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